Thanks Kerry, Lany and Gina
Gina, that last comment made me cry, lovely Cheeky, I'm sure he is watching over her, her guardian angel. When she does go to join him, I'm sure he will look after her.
I've just heard from the vet and it's a mixture of good + bad news. The good news is that all she had to do was stitch her up + wake her up, and that she had managed to remove the lump
Bad news part is that it is a tumour and it looks quite nasty according to Sue - could be the type of tumour that has already spread elsewhere
Think she was ringing while Pip was still aslep to see whether I wanted to wake her up - which of course I do, my baby will have every chance possible. I can understand though that some people may not want to go through that or have the extra vet bills, but I really want to give her a go.
I would never let her suffer and it may be that she only has a few more weeks left - whatever time she has left will be very special + I know I'll know when the time is right. I don't feel it is time to let her go yet, I need to give her that chance to live else I will only regret it. Do you think I'm making the right decision?
She has lost quite a bit of weight in a couple of months - 3.6kg in June down to 2.7kg today, a fair amount but I'm thinking that the tumour has prob drained her resources. Luckily she wasn't a skinny bunster to start with - I always knew there was a reason why she had a bit extra :lol: I feel that she needs lots of TLC and building up, but I do accept that if she remains unhappy + isn't improving it will be time to go to the Bridge.
I just want what is best for her, and until I can give her that chance to get better I just don't know. I've got to ring later at about half past 3 to check how she is doing.
Thanks for all the support, I couldn't have got through this otherwise.
Nicola