Thank you everyone for your kind replies, they really do help. Jane , thank you for that lovely poem, it made me cry again but it was lovely and I know Oliver would not want me to be sad but it's hard not to when I have lost my tiny little buddy.
Zoobec, I'm glad Frosty was able to bring you comfort after your loss of Boots. I too have said no more buns but think I will add to that "for now" as I think I realise that "fur" has and always will be a part of my life. But im still grieving for my boy so not ready for another pet and financially we aren't ready either so that decision is being made for me.
Glingle, thanks for your kind words x
Joey & Boo, thanks for keeping me in your thoughts, I just feel writing his tribute makes it so final I guess I just need a bit more time.
Cpayne, that is a good idea to foster but I know I could never hand the bun back - but thank you for your thoughtful suggestion.
Pets Mum, I'm sorry for your loss of Toffee, that's a lovely way to remember him . All my buns had lots of little quirks and ways all different for each bun.
MightyMax, yes it was hard to post but am glad I did. So many kind people who understand . What a lovely description of my bunnies and their home, I am glad I was privaledged to be part of their lives . Yes they truely were magical, every one.
I know it's going to take alot longer for the hurt to ease but you have been so supportive in my loss for which I truely am so gratefull.
Bisc & Matt , I remember reading about you loosing Bisc
I remember how much you loved him. I'm sorry it's still so painful for you also. Sending hugs back to you x
Omi I'm sorry for your loss , I hope you are right that the sadness is replaced with the happier memories. But the time we had with them definitely was pure magic, I hope your 2 little buns maybe start to spend more time together, it's hard seeing the dynamic change but they are lucky you have them as a great mum.