This time last year I was in the midst of three major rabbit losses. As some people know, I always, always, ALWAYS do tribute videos for bunnies I lose to celebrate their lives. They take hours and hours and days and days, sometimes weeks, for the longer ones.
I never did them for Sandy, Roger or Sky. I said I would. I planned to do them. This past year, since losing Sky, I've gone from mental health crisis, to physical health crisis, back to mental health crisis and now I'm here. I can't cope with doing his, I just can't. And if I do Sandy's, then I have to do Roger's and then I have to do Sky's. It makes it closer and closer. I keep getting things out to do them and then just putting them aside, or procrasinating. I've mentally planned them, the songs, everything, but I can't actually make them happen. I was going to post them on their repsective anniversaries.
I'm letting them all down because they were awesome and they deserve those videos and because I'm so useless, I just can't make myself do them.
but I don't know how to make that ok. I want to do them. I so do.
I need to man up and do it really. I just don't know how to add that in with all the balls I'm already trying to juggle.
I never did them for Sandy, Roger or Sky. I said I would. I planned to do them. This past year, since losing Sky, I've gone from mental health crisis, to physical health crisis, back to mental health crisis and now I'm here. I can't cope with doing his, I just can't. And if I do Sandy's, then I have to do Roger's and then I have to do Sky's. It makes it closer and closer. I keep getting things out to do them and then just putting them aside, or procrasinating. I've mentally planned them, the songs, everything, but I can't actually make them happen. I was going to post them on their repsective anniversaries.
I'm letting them all down because they were awesome and they deserve those videos and because I'm so useless, I just can't make myself do them.
but I don't know how to make that ok. I want to do them. I so do.
I need to man up and do it really. I just don't know how to add that in with all the balls I'm already trying to juggle.
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