It was the one Blackberry & Co made for her, when she first got poorly.
It had so many holes in it, was in pieces, covered in god knows what stains.
Just really made me think of her.
it's horrible when something reminds you and then it hits hard.
i kept the blanket that ches went to the vets with when he passed. it has his smell on it. i did the same with matts blanket. it belonged to the vets but i couldn't give it back because it so strongly had matts smell. matt was cremated in half of his rainbow sheep blanket, and i kept the other half. thing is now that the smells have faded on the blankets. also kept other bits and pieces as i can't bear to part with them.
hugs x
hugs I fully understand, I have a vetbed fleece, gorgeus blue one here, it was locksleys he kept it soo well looked after, that when he died, I just hugged it and smelt it, then put it away, I wouldn't let mabel have it, and its become part of what I have to remember him by, no bunny will ever be allowed on it, sounds silly ive got such a good bed but I can't bare to see it being used as it was his x