yes it was to do with my health, however mum says she is willing to help out when needed and as long as i know i have that back up support i feel i could not give them all up as i love them too much....perhaps im being selfish...
i have been talking with them(mum and dad) about how i can balance out my energy more and i feel that now i know they believe i can do it and are willing to help i have what it takes to care for them.
whatever happens bluebell needs separating as she isnt happy.
am i being selfish? should i just rehome them all?