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I can't sleep

Oompa-Loompa

Warren Veteran
All I can think of is Boris. Everything in this room reminds me of him. He used to love being in here.

Tomorrow I need to sort out his cremation, and decide whether or not to look at his body. I don't know if I can cope. It might be too much.

But at the same time it'd be strangely comforting. Just seeing what used to be my precious boy. Just stroking that little head.

I miss him so much :cry: :cry: :cry:
 
I think you should see him.
And get a wee bit of his fur cut and put it in a locket so you can wear it next to your heart.
I'm welling up reading this, my heart goes out to you it really does.
*hugs*
You can pm me anytime if you need to.
xxxxxxx
 
Sorry you're going through this. I can really relate.
For me looking at her body gave me a strange comforting feeling knowing that she was ok. This could be the case for you.
 
I can totally empathise :cry:

I have no words that will take the pain away, I know it can feel relentless. All I can do is send ((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))

:cry: :cry:
 
Thanks for the support everyone xxx

I haven't cried since I got here but last night I just broke down, could not stop sobbing and ended up crying myself to sleep :cry:

Went out to the shed and had a look at his body today, gosh he's so tiny :( But seeing it somehow made me feel a bit better. I think until now I've felt kind of like he's just vanished rather than died, that he might come back. But now that feeling of disbelief is gone, I know he's dead and that his soul has found peace.

I cut some of his fur off and saved it in a little box. Not sure what to do with it yet, but a locket of some sort would be nice. I also seem to recall seeing someone on Ebay who makes pendants out of fur, I don't remember any details though.
 
Oooh yes, that's exactly what I'm talking about! I saw something similar years ago and thought it seemed like such a lovely idea. Definitely will look into it now.
 
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