Oh Jane, thank you for saying that!
Yeah, I'm guessing anyone watching me read all the stuff on the internet about this is seeing my face look like this :shock:.
I dread each treatment I have to give him even though we have successfully used this drug on him before. That was years ago though and he didn't require as much handling. I don't know why it is bugging me so much this time. Perhaps because I do have to touch his face so much more now due to the tilt, it is hard to get the meds in...although I have yet to see spillage except for his meclazine that he likes to try to dribble out.
I actually woke up nauseous and panicky this morning anticipating his dose. Then realized this evening after almost fainting in the supermarket that all the stress has probably made me sick.
I do wear gloves but recently added a small mask due to the strong smell of the drug...it really does make me queasy.
Mimzy is showing signs of inappetance and has eaten hardly any hay all day. I'm trying to supplement with fresh long grass but don't want to bloat his tum. He also still puts away quite a few dandelion leaves.
Not many poos today as a result.
Worrisome.
He is also incontinent/not using his tray again and I have to put towels down for him to walk/wee/poop on. I presume shaking out and washing those with soap and bleach is sufficient? Should I also wash his pen each day?
Should I be concerned at all about his other syringes? Will they be contaminated by whatever has been in his mouth? I only have the four to use and reuse.
I see his nystagmus worsening also...mostly during handling times though. Otherwise he's a bit of a lump. :? Can't tell if he feels better or worse.
Maybe this was the wrong drug choice after all.