Had some heartbreaking proof today that now is the time
One of her eyes is ever so slightly weepy. Called the vet, increased dose of metacam but its probably without a doubt caused by the molar roots. She is constantly over grooming despite having had 8 hours of play in the garden. She is not showing a strong interest in play any more which is also a pretty concrete sign.
Will be aiming to get a pts done asap tomorrow or Tuesday at the latest. Its all starting to hit me now so have been crying a lot but I know in my heart of hearts that this is best thing I can do for her now. I don't want to cry at the vets though, I don't want that to be the last thing she remembers, I want her to go with some degree of comfort and happiness. I wish I could temporarily delay the grief because I need to be so strong for her.
Anyway could I please ask for some vibes for a peaceful last day or two for Bonnie, she deserves all the love and happiness in the world, this horrible disease happened to one of the nicest rabbits I've ever known and she has borne it all with a stoic attitude and until recently never complained. She is sweet, beautiful, dignified and loving and is so incredibly loved back by so many humans and rabbits
We need to be happy for her because she will finally get a release and she has had a good life, a very good life indeed.
I have to phone the vet tomorrow to make an appointment and will take things from there but will update on here too. Thank you everyone for your support during what is an incredibly difficult time especially as I have other outside pressures too. Thank you for reading my warbles and taking the time to reply, it means a lot.