Once he's got over the fact I abandoned him at the vets he does ok. He's due and making an odd noise but he is happy and doing sky binkies around. Doesn't need an emergency get. Probably won't need one tomorrow if he stays like this. Just. He made a noise he doesn't ever make and I don't know why.
Tomorrow is flashes anniversary which I'm stupidly in a mess about anyway. Right now six years ago he was in my room getting sucker and sucker and I didn't know enough to know his to help and I wanted to stay with him and touch him all the time but I couldn't sleep and selfishly got into bed.
If I take sky to thd vets it will be the 28th- the day we buried glad. Likely his dental (presuming he needs one) will be the 29th. When glad died the whole entire family were round and the fifteen minutes I left him were enough to break him and he went from sitting to being unable to move just because I wasn't there. On the 29th if sky has his dental then it's also another family gathering. It's sort of supposed to be for my birthday but j won't be able to leave sky for one second in case thd same thing happens.
Sorry for atrocious typing I'm on my phone and can't stop crying. Have had to take z sleeping tablet though so if j disappear that's why