Me too!! My youngest rabbit goes in on Mon. I have her Mum she got done at a different vet and had to go back again to get a hernia removed! so she came through 2 ops. I am almost sick at the thought of her going in to get done so I totally sympathize with you. One thing that helped me was that the vet did say there is now a higher risk of the rabbit dying from cancer than not coming through the an operation. I keep telling myself that it would be worse not to get it done and if I left her and she got cancer, and they said to me the only thing to save her would be to spay her I would do it in a flash...so would make more sense to get her done while she's young and healthy. I have cancelled the op before so I need to go through with it this time for my rabbits sake. I will be thinking of you, let me know how you get on. x