... it will be exactly 5 years since my heart was broken into more pieces that I knew it contained.
I hate this time of year, but also love it. I have to try and make sure I'm in as good a shape as possible to ensure I don't ruin christmas and this year that ahs gone flying out the window. Last year I had a total breakdown that took me months to recover from. This year seems bigger, more important, more painful. 5 years. It feels like this morning, but also decades ago.
How long are you supposed to live with your heart broken and hurting so much before you give up and realise its NEVER going to heal, no matter how much you try and want it to and do your best to do all the right things to heal it?
I hate this time of year, but also love it. I have to try and make sure I'm in as good a shape as possible to ensure I don't ruin christmas and this year that ahs gone flying out the window. Last year I had a total breakdown that took me months to recover from. This year seems bigger, more important, more painful. 5 years. It feels like this morning, but also decades ago.
How long are you supposed to live with your heart broken and hurting so much before you give up and realise its NEVER going to heal, no matter how much you try and want it to and do your best to do all the right things to heal it?