chloemurray
Warren Veteran
all around my bedroom i have my favourite pictures of benji and nahla, there is even a collage in a frame of them on my wall.
but stuck to my mirror are three very special photos, of a very special bunny. Barney was a ginger/orange coloured lop who passed away in february 2008 of heart problems at age three. i have felt personally responsible ever since it happened, and recently it's been particularly painful and i don't know how to make the guilt go away.
it doesn't help that i feel as though i'm not spending enough time with benji and nahla at the moment. the work load from college is crippling, and as i have to leave at 7:30 in the morning and don't get home till it's dark outside i have just about enough time to give them their breakfast and dinner and a few snuggles... and then it's hours of essays and other homework. i work at the weekends to make sure i have some money saved up for me and any treatment they might need, and so sunday is the only day they get to completely free range at the moment, i feel awful about it.
i'm just feeling very down right now, sorry for the rant. thought putting it on here might make me feel better, like i wasn't bottling it up any more.
but stuck to my mirror are three very special photos, of a very special bunny. Barney was a ginger/orange coloured lop who passed away in february 2008 of heart problems at age three. i have felt personally responsible ever since it happened, and recently it's been particularly painful and i don't know how to make the guilt go away.
it doesn't help that i feel as though i'm not spending enough time with benji and nahla at the moment. the work load from college is crippling, and as i have to leave at 7:30 in the morning and don't get home till it's dark outside i have just about enough time to give them their breakfast and dinner and a few snuggles... and then it's hours of essays and other homework. i work at the weekends to make sure i have some money saved up for me and any treatment they might need, and so sunday is the only day they get to completely free range at the moment, i feel awful about it.
i'm just feeling very down right now, sorry for the rant. thought putting it on here might make me feel better, like i wasn't bottling it up any more.