Hugo's There
Wise Old Thumper
I am really struggling to understand how people get comfort from getting their bunnies ashes back.
We very rarely get ashes back but I collected Elwoods on Tuesday. I really hoped they would make me feel better but they don't. I also got Timmys ashes back and I hated having them here. It took me 5 months to put them in a pot in the garden. So I thought with Elwoods I would be prepared and plant them straight away. I bought a plant and a lovely white planter and put the ashes straight in the pot. Its a lovely house plant that is now on a shelf in the lounge.
I really wanted to feel like he was back home where he belonged and i would gain comfort from having him here. But I feel nothing, it just looks like a pot plant I cannot get my head around the fact that, that is Elwood now
I miss him so much, I really wanted it to make me feel better
I think it is also so much harder because we have lost so many in recent weeks and we are now not taking any more in. Before we always had new bunnies arriving which I could focus on and put my head down and just block out the pain and grieving. But now I can't do this. So although we stopped taking in bunnies to give ourselves a break and make it a bit easier for awhile I am actually finding it is making things harder for me :?
We very rarely get ashes back but I collected Elwoods on Tuesday. I really hoped they would make me feel better but they don't. I also got Timmys ashes back and I hated having them here. It took me 5 months to put them in a pot in the garden. So I thought with Elwoods I would be prepared and plant them straight away. I bought a plant and a lovely white planter and put the ashes straight in the pot. Its a lovely house plant that is now on a shelf in the lounge.
I really wanted to feel like he was back home where he belonged and i would gain comfort from having him here. But I feel nothing, it just looks like a pot plant I cannot get my head around the fact that, that is Elwood now
I miss him so much, I really wanted it to make me feel better
I think it is also so much harder because we have lost so many in recent weeks and we are now not taking any more in. Before we always had new bunnies arriving which I could focus on and put my head down and just block out the pain and grieving. But now I can't do this. So although we stopped taking in bunnies to give ourselves a break and make it a bit easier for awhile I am actually finding it is making things harder for me :?