I just sat and looked at them earlier and felt so tearful thinking that they could be hurt or something, it was a really horrible unthinkable feeling.
Maybe its because ive lost pregnancies i dont know, but i really love them to bits and feel terrified they could be ill or hurt, maybe im just feeling anxious but i do treat them like babies to be honest.
Oh god i`ll be putting a nappy on them soon and taking them out in a pram (told you i was barmy) xxx