Gemmapookie
Wise Old Thumper
As some of you may know my bun Mimi is currently poorly with an inner ear infection which is causing a very severe head tilt and rolling episodes. Its 3 weeks since she first showed symptoms and Im feeling drained today.
Im fed up of:
*Never having a full nights sleep due to night time nursing
*Being endlessly on edge and worried about her, especially when Im at work and cant keep an eye on her
*Being unable to wash our clothes due to an endless stream of towels and bedding needing to be washed for Mimi
*Having to wash her freuently due to her sitting in her own urine
*Constantly battling urine scald and sore hocks
*Being paranoid that every fly that I see in my flat has laid eggs on her coz shes so vulnerable
*Having hay EVERYWHERE coz we dont want to use the hoover while shes poorly
*Worrying that my vet hasnt chosen the right course of treatment
*Feeling desperate for her to show some sign of regaining her balance
*Feeling so guilty and sad for her stuck in her cage but unable to let her out coz she cant stand up without rolling
*Worrying about Timmy whos been abit moody over the past couple of days, probably coz he's lonely
*Obsessing about how much shes eating and drinking and panicking at the slightest change
*Having to keep a positive smiling face on for the sake of Mimi, Timmy and my oh, especially when I know that even after all this we still might be faced with making the unthinkable decision
Sorry for the rant, just really needed to get it off my chest before I go nuts. Obviously Mimi is worth it all and I will keep on fighting for her for as long as it takes. Just feeling blue today
Im fed up of:
*Never having a full nights sleep due to night time nursing
*Being endlessly on edge and worried about her, especially when Im at work and cant keep an eye on her
*Being unable to wash our clothes due to an endless stream of towels and bedding needing to be washed for Mimi
*Having to wash her freuently due to her sitting in her own urine
*Constantly battling urine scald and sore hocks
*Being paranoid that every fly that I see in my flat has laid eggs on her coz shes so vulnerable
*Having hay EVERYWHERE coz we dont want to use the hoover while shes poorly
*Worrying that my vet hasnt chosen the right course of treatment
*Feeling desperate for her to show some sign of regaining her balance
*Feeling so guilty and sad for her stuck in her cage but unable to let her out coz she cant stand up without rolling
*Worrying about Timmy whos been abit moody over the past couple of days, probably coz he's lonely
*Obsessing about how much shes eating and drinking and panicking at the slightest change
*Having to keep a positive smiling face on for the sake of Mimi, Timmy and my oh, especially when I know that even after all this we still might be faced with making the unthinkable decision
Sorry for the rant, just really needed to get it off my chest before I go nuts. Obviously Mimi is worth it all and I will keep on fighting for her for as long as it takes. Just feeling blue today