Aw, she had such a cute way of nomming, I could just kiss that little bunneh mouf
try not to think unhappy things, you had lovely times together, you gave her happiness and love, and brought her together with the lovely Alvin.
This is probably gonna come out all wrong, but maybe you need to look at it from her point of view instead of your own. From her point of view it's all good, she had a happy life and was loved, she was looked after so well when she was sick, and when her brave little body couldn't cope anymore, it didn't have to, she is painfree now. If you are sad about it you're only thinking about it from your point of view, and thinking what you will miss, but remember that in order for you to get what you want and have her back, she would have to be in a lot of pain. I hope that makes sense and doesn't sound offensive