who would have known that it would STILL hurt this much 2 months down the line? I lost my girl after her spay... she had an enlarged heart which contributed to the affect of her not being able recover and going into statis.
I miss her so much, and I would do anything to get her back again . We still have her ashes with us, and we were supposed to be going to the coast to scatter them. I now have no idea what to do, becuase my parents don't know if we should go away anymore...
anyway, I made this memorial video of her, but i never posted it to show you guys. I cannot bear to watch it anymore, becuase I am in floods everytime I do watch it. It kills me to think she is not with me anymore, and it seems to me that I can't get over it. It doesn't help when I have someone blaming me for killing her becuase I put her through a spay. He will never realise how much Hermy meant to me. I think I loved her more than I love him. I hate him for saying this, and he has left me thinking wether or not if I am a capable bunny owner? It hurts so much.
right here it is;
click.
I miss her so much, and I would do anything to get her back again . We still have her ashes with us, and we were supposed to be going to the coast to scatter them. I now have no idea what to do, becuase my parents don't know if we should go away anymore...
anyway, I made this memorial video of her, but i never posted it to show you guys. I cannot bear to watch it anymore, becuase I am in floods everytime I do watch it. It kills me to think she is not with me anymore, and it seems to me that I can't get over it. It doesn't help when I have someone blaming me for killing her becuase I put her through a spay. He will never realise how much Hermy meant to me. I think I loved her more than I love him. I hate him for saying this, and he has left me thinking wether or not if I am a capable bunny owner? It hurts so much.
right here it is;
click.