I know how you feel.
I have a different kind of love for each one of mine.
Ernie - he has a cute little face!
Eric - is much older looking, but has been quite poorly at times, so although he seems like a tuffy, he is a delicate little boy!
Honey is a little madam at times, but is so affectionate.
I love all my buns sooooooooo much! No good explaining that though, to anyone who hasn't had buns.
Sometimes, I just sit and admire and adore them.