As the title suggests really,
I'm sitting here in tears, have been for the last hour.
Went in to feed everyone this morning and Boo wasn't right. He'd wee'd and poo'd on top of the hutch within the shed and fell off the hutch, looking really dazed and confused.
I rushed him to my vets (still in my PJs) and was told he was emaciated and his body was shutting down. How could I not have noticed? I feel like sh!t and am not suitable to own rabbits. I'd noticed he was losing weight but he seemed to be eating fine and had hay and SS everyday with bits of veg a few times a week.
I thought i was giving everything to him that a bunny could want. Big shed with run to live in, bonded to a female, lots of love. but i've let him down. any myself. I feel so god damn guilty that i've caused this and I can't ever expect anyone to say "it's not your fault" becuase it is. It's all my fault.
I think bad of people who don't look after their rabbits but i'm no better.
I'm going to contact Sooz as I don't think Dude and Poppy should live me any longer. They deserve to be looked after better than i obv do.
Please don't shoot me down, I'm already feeling like dying myself and don't need to feel worse.
I just wish I could turn abck the clock.
ETA: Boo is the darker bun in my sig. Please send him peaceful vibes
I'm sitting here in tears, have been for the last hour.
Went in to feed everyone this morning and Boo wasn't right. He'd wee'd and poo'd on top of the hutch within the shed and fell off the hutch, looking really dazed and confused.
I rushed him to my vets (still in my PJs) and was told he was emaciated and his body was shutting down. How could I not have noticed? I feel like sh!t and am not suitable to own rabbits. I'd noticed he was losing weight but he seemed to be eating fine and had hay and SS everyday with bits of veg a few times a week.
I thought i was giving everything to him that a bunny could want. Big shed with run to live in, bonded to a female, lots of love. but i've let him down. any myself. I feel so god damn guilty that i've caused this and I can't ever expect anyone to say "it's not your fault" becuase it is. It's all my fault.
I think bad of people who don't look after their rabbits but i'm no better.
I'm going to contact Sooz as I don't think Dude and Poppy should live me any longer. They deserve to be looked after better than i obv do.
Please don't shoot me down, I'm already feeling like dying myself and don't need to feel worse.
I just wish I could turn abck the clock.
ETA: Boo is the darker bun in my sig. Please send him peaceful vibes
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