Hi everyone,
I'm new to this forum.. I wanted to post in the introductions section but at the minute I felt it more appropriate to post here.
My beautiful, gentle, loving friend died yesterday. He died at midnight, at the turn of my birthday. I feel absolutely devastated, almost suffocated with emotion. We brought him home from the vets at around lunch time, sadly they didn't phone us till the morning. I held his little fragile body in my arms and cried into his fur, layed him down with his brother so he could say his goodbyes, then we buried him. I feel so wracked with guilt. Why didn't I notice something was wrong sooner? How could I have missed it?
When we suspected he was very sick we took him to the vets but by then they didn't hold out much hope. Apparently he was dehydrated and had g.i stasis. I hate myself for not noticing. His brother and him were kept indoors and given a varied diet, but not as much veg in recent months as perhaps they should have had. They shared a hutch at night time so I didn't notice that he wasn't drinking or eating properly, or pooping. He was still hopping around and seemingly behaving normally till only a couple of days before he passed away. When we took him to the vets, suddenly, out of his environment, he seemed so small and frail. I will never come to terms with his death, I would do anything to have him back.
His brother keeps looking for him, I'm not sure whether he understands or not. I have found a lovely girlfriend for him who will hopefully bring some joy back in his life but it's going to take time for everyone. The whole house is filled with sadness.
Please please please be very aware of the dangers of g.i stasis. I missed it, completely. Even though I knew rabbits are at risk of it, I still missed it, I feel so dumb. I'm trying to be strong for everyone but I don't feel strong, I just want to hide and cry.
I'm new to this forum.. I wanted to post in the introductions section but at the minute I felt it more appropriate to post here.
My beautiful, gentle, loving friend died yesterday. He died at midnight, at the turn of my birthday. I feel absolutely devastated, almost suffocated with emotion. We brought him home from the vets at around lunch time, sadly they didn't phone us till the morning. I held his little fragile body in my arms and cried into his fur, layed him down with his brother so he could say his goodbyes, then we buried him. I feel so wracked with guilt. Why didn't I notice something was wrong sooner? How could I have missed it?
When we suspected he was very sick we took him to the vets but by then they didn't hold out much hope. Apparently he was dehydrated and had g.i stasis. I hate myself for not noticing. His brother and him were kept indoors and given a varied diet, but not as much veg in recent months as perhaps they should have had. They shared a hutch at night time so I didn't notice that he wasn't drinking or eating properly, or pooping. He was still hopping around and seemingly behaving normally till only a couple of days before he passed away. When we took him to the vets, suddenly, out of his environment, he seemed so small and frail. I will never come to terms with his death, I would do anything to have him back.
His brother keeps looking for him, I'm not sure whether he understands or not. I have found a lovely girlfriend for him who will hopefully bring some joy back in his life but it's going to take time for everyone. The whole house is filled with sadness.
Please please please be very aware of the dangers of g.i stasis. I missed it, completely. Even though I knew rabbits are at risk of it, I still missed it, I feel so dumb. I'm trying to be strong for everyone but I don't feel strong, I just want to hide and cry.