i know how you feel i thought i could be strong my first foster bun went (simon) and i miss him loads as he was so funny doing his binkys round the whole garden without haveing to be in a run, i loved giveing him that freedom, id love to let the binky boys out free range too i know humbug will try to escape :lol: he always planning, toffee i think would be alright he just sits and give me the "allllllllll right pick me up then i know i have to go back *sigh*" he only too keen in the morning to go in the run, i hate looking at the rehoming posts spesh after looking at tia and mia i would love bigs to be their husbun still working on my fella for those two :roll: i would love to have loads, but them if i took loads more i would run out of space for fostering, and i still want to help as much as i can, although my fella has insisted we keep linus they talk to each other well fella talk linus washes )so he got a major soft spot for him