JUST TO THANK EVERYONE WHO AS REALLY HELPED ME WITH BILLY, IM FINDING THIS EXTREMELY HARD AS IM HEARTBROKEN, AS MANY OF YOU KNOW BILLY AS HAD 2 OPS IN 6WKS FOR THOSE ABCESSES, I TOOK HIM STRAIGHT UP MONDAY MORNING TO VETS TO GET AN XRAY OF HIS SKULL TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON, I PACKED HIM HIS PACKED LUNCH AND KISSED HIM AS USUAL.AS USUAL I SOBBED MY HEART OUT WHEN IT WAS TIME TO HAND HIM OVER, THE RECEPTIONIST SAW HOW UPSET I WAS AND FETCHED THE VET OUT TO ME, WHO WAS VERY UNDERSTANDING.I THEN RECEIVED A CALL AT 11.30AM TO SAY BILLYS ABCESSES ARE DOWN TO MOLAR ERUPTION AND THATS WHY AFTER ONLY 8-10 DAYS THEY ARE REAPPEARING.SHE SAID I COULD TAKE HIM HOME AND INJECT HIM DAILY ALONG WITH PAINKILLER AND ANTIBIOTICS, AND SEE HOW HE COPES BUT THAT THE OUTCOME FOR BILLY WAS BLEAK.I LOVE MY BILLY LIKE A CHILD, IHE FOLLOWS ME EVERYWERE AND IS MY BEST FRIEND, I BOUGHT BILLY AFTER I LOST MY DAD 3YRS AGOIVE TREATED HIM LIKE MY BABY AND HES GAVEN ME SO MUCH LOVE THAT I DIDNT WANT HIM TO SUFFER ANYMORE.BILLY WAS PUT TO SLEEP AT 12 NOONMY EYES HAVENT STOPPED CRYING I WENT STRAIGHT UP AND HELD HIM HE LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL AS HE WAS A GORGEOUS LITTLE MAN IN MY EYES THE BEST.I RETURNED HOME WITH THE SHAKES AND WANTING HIM BACK, I KNOW IVE PUT BILLY FIRST BUT IT HURTS SO MUCH, DONT THINK I WILL EVER GET OVER THIS OR MY BOYS.THE VET DID SHOW ME HIS XRAYS AND EXPLAINED BUT I FEEL SO BAD OVER IT.I WENT BACK UP TODAY AND SPOKE TO BILLYS VET AGAIN WHO ALWAYS MAKES TIME FOR ME, I JUST NEED ANSWERS EVEN THOUGH I HAVE DONE RIGHT FOR BILLY, BUT WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH..LOVE YOU BILLY...BINKY FREE MY SPECIAL BOYXXXX PS HE ALSO PASSED ON MY DADS BIRTHDAY.