Kirsty&Lola
Mama Doe
I never thought on such a lovely day i could feel so low. Lola and I have just been outside to enjoy the sunshine but it upset me so much to think that Rory never got a chance to go in the garden, because i wanted him to be fully vacc'd before exposing him to a new area I know he would have loved it.
I am in the process of cleaning the house today. I have cleaned the littler tray and carrier and now starting on the kitchen. Lola has been really brave but i think she was looking for him today. She kept going back into the kitchen and then coming out into the garden again.
I can't stop thinking that if i had waited longer than the 2 weeks between vacc's that he might have been able to cope with it. Or if i should have worried about him more. He was eating and hopping right until the end so i thought he was going to be okay
I know time is a great healer but i can't see the light at the end of this tunnel yet
Sorry for rambling, Andy's at work and i'm on my own
I am in the process of cleaning the house today. I have cleaned the littler tray and carrier and now starting on the kitchen. Lola has been really brave but i think she was looking for him today. She kept going back into the kitchen and then coming out into the garden again.
I can't stop thinking that if i had waited longer than the 2 weeks between vacc's that he might have been able to cope with it. Or if i should have worried about him more. He was eating and hopping right until the end so i thought he was going to be okay
I know time is a great healer but i can't see the light at the end of this tunnel yet
Sorry for rambling, Andy's at work and i'm on my own