hornetcarp
Warren Scout
..........my Jessie is no longer hopping around.
i've just collected her ashes from the vets on the way home. as sad as it was i'm glad i've brought her back home.
i've not been too bad the last few days but obviously this has just brought it back to the surface again and i've had a few tears.
i've been apart from her since she passed away on the 18th and it's been hard knowing she was somewhere else. i felt guilty that i had left her for so long.
i feel such a loss, like something so important in my life has gone. she was on a par with anything else in my life in terms of importance. she was one of the few things in life that cheered me up and gave me a smile
that's 2 rabbits i've lost (prematurely) in less than 2.5 years. i don't know if i'll get another as it's too painful. it's too soon to decide yet anyway, but they bring me so much joy.
i don't have any other pets so i think that makes the loss feel so much greater.
i still feel guilty that i could have done more for her and that i failed her. i guess that's normal for anyone grieving, to have 'what if's' and 'why's' etc.
i haven't been able to bring myself to empty out the hutch yet. i think because she's been away it didn't seem right somehow. i think now i have her back i'll probably be able to face doing it soon.
it's so hard when we lose our babies
i've just collected her ashes from the vets on the way home. as sad as it was i'm glad i've brought her back home.
i've not been too bad the last few days but obviously this has just brought it back to the surface again and i've had a few tears.
i've been apart from her since she passed away on the 18th and it's been hard knowing she was somewhere else. i felt guilty that i had left her for so long.
i feel such a loss, like something so important in my life has gone. she was on a par with anything else in my life in terms of importance. she was one of the few things in life that cheered me up and gave me a smile
that's 2 rabbits i've lost (prematurely) in less than 2.5 years. i don't know if i'll get another as it's too painful. it's too soon to decide yet anyway, but they bring me so much joy.
i don't have any other pets so i think that makes the loss feel so much greater.
i still feel guilty that i could have done more for her and that i failed her. i guess that's normal for anyone grieving, to have 'what if's' and 'why's' etc.
i haven't been able to bring myself to empty out the hutch yet. i think because she's been away it didn't seem right somehow. i think now i have her back i'll probably be able to face doing it soon.
it's so hard when we lose our babies